template crazeeeee

sarahRAHRAH has changed the template due to overwhelming response of the previous one? hehe..
yup.. since everyone had different ideas on what it's made off,
no one can argue with me that this isn't written by chalk right?

after cip, haha.. ade and i kinda got lost.. took a 970 bus on the wrong side and ended up at outram near the third place.. whaha.. yup so we went round and round and round the place.. and on the way there, we had some thoughts.

today's thoughts

who said that guys can't
1) wear skirts/dresses
2) receive flowers
3) have long hair
4) wear earrings
5) put on make up

no one made those rules, but i guess that for the past centuries, only the girls have been able to do these things without being critcize, thus the outcome..

took and mrt to little india and remembered that we had english to dooo.. and... we found a worcester road and northumberland road in singapura! (sunny islaaanndddd. set in the seeaaaaaa) and we had a little adventure to write in our compos.. so we think! (so dumb what am i saying)

back to school__

tomorrow is 280604
BACK TO SCHOOL BUDDIES! =D
yayyyy! i get to see all you pretty people!
but then again, we have to face all the teachers..
some whose names shall not be mentioned.
but i'm SURE you know who i'm talking about right?
i'll see you all people tomorrow in school!

and by the way,
i haven't doing much these pass few days..
apart from annoying lil miss jessica with shakespearean language.
and being accused of things i never mentioned.
and being bullied, as always because i'm white fair.
bleagh, this world's unfair.
haha.. life isn't anyway..

SEE YOU ALL TOMORROW!!

a promise made a promise kept

i got a call all the way from an island
an island part of our lil island
the place where every 18 year old male fears
tekong!! *evil*
but all goes well for me.
=D gosh i look like an idiot
smiling so widely
grinning from ear to ear.
cheers!

i'm full of crap (as usual)

new template!

hello! sarahrahrah is back! =) 4 hours of tuition is no joke..

1) it's not fun at all sitting there
2) you get bombarded with work
3) it's chemistry and a math tuition
4) the fan was blowing right at me
5) hair was all messed up, couldn't do work
6) got through integration and differentiation
7) my stomach was growling.

hehex. yup. went along with my mommie and went to junction 8, yes the o so small junction 8 at bishan.. smokers galore.. so many people smoking away.. such suckers, sucking in all the gross stuff that could fill their lungs and blowing them out for the poor little people like us to breath in.. eww eww eww.. yup back to the original plan.. went to popular and got all my stuff that i needed for school to start again.. haha.. pens! pens! more pens! and i bought this really cute fullscap paper.. haha.. it's really very cute. bought so much stationary.. and then i went to eat my tako pachi, yes the o so greedy meeee. always eating and eating.. haha.. for all i know, i might end up at the health promotion board again for OVERWEIGHT! *shocking* yes yes it is.. *yawns* haha.. got so terribly bored. went so called shopping, wasn't considered shopping.. needed a white top so i just walked around and saw a white top.. mom bought it for me and we left with sarah being a happy, greedy, fat child. =D

ate somemore when i got home. haha.. slept.. *wonders* don't pigs do that? here just made a new template (link's on top) with the picture that ade sent me yesterday.. so i am so bored i decided to make one.. though i think i'd never use that.. it's just so urgh. ugly and dark, black, with PINK! eww. yes kim sarah's reliving the bimboness in her again! heheez. okie.. i'm done talking so much nonsense and i found my "best friend's" blog! haha.. see ya!

oh yes! dear 4b4, i don't mean to be naggy, but remember to go to school on monday! 280604! don't forget, haha. don't me like me, i thought school started on july 1st! i'll see you all in school! july's gonna be tough on us =( get lotsa lotsa lotsa rest before monday!! tatazz

the new change of the old

boohoo.. for the first template i made.. i got so much complains.. sighh.. poor sarah.. haha.. yeah.. so i changed the picture of most of you people who told me that my previous one looked weird.. humph. by the way, the colour scheme has been changed also okay? the previous template had like orangey-peachy-beidgey coloured links.. so now it's brick red.. haha (exclaims: chemistry!) haha.. yup. just for some of you.. the previous pic was this..



some liked it like me and ade! but some said that i was weird and ugly! humph! well, great minds think alike! no wonder why ade and i are such good friends =) i dun think that the picture is funny looking! yah lahz.. it's the picture of a belly/stomach either way, it looks unique.. i mean how many blogs got that belly pic huh? i have seen none! it's so like abstracted and all =( but no one seemed to like it very much.. sniff. so sorrie but i had to go with the majority.. bleagh.. i still got the previous template and all.. i will change it once in a while when i feel like it! hehe.. yup.. *stomach growls* lunchie time! see ya!!! thanks for your comments. wahhhhh! ='(

making a sarah! * cip

i got this from jojo and i think it's really cute.. haha.. for hers, it's quite accurate.. but for mine.. i dun think it's accurate apart from the 5 parts silliness =P haha.. tt part is quite accuarate =)

How to make a sarah

Ingredients: 3 parts competetiveness 5 parts silliness 5 parts beauty

Method: Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of lustfulness

Username:

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

yup! that's all for the funny thingie about "making a sarah!" haha.. but now, i'm gonna talk about my cip at the lion's home for the elderly the experience there was quite unique.. i left there having fixed emotions i guess.
1) embarrassment
2) joy
3) sort of fear?
it was actually very embarrassing to be known as a group of idiots standing there in front of the old people having a "party" of our own. being sec 4s we weren't expect to do anything as preparation apart from interaction with them.. all thanks to the Vice pres and pres that we ended up standing there like clowns from mgs.. it's quite an embarrassing sight when most of us would just want to either go and interact more with them or like just hide our faces somewhere.. playing techno music for old folks? singing songs about family, when it was their family who left them there?

it was also a kind of joy when we actually managed to bring some joy into their lives even though time spent there was just the minimal. sam gwee and i sat around and spoke to an ex-mgs girl who was schooling at mount sophia.. she was telling us about the life in mgs so many years back and how different it is from now.. =) some of them were so nice, they even shared their food.. haha.. well, it's the thought that counts right?

last of all, a slight bit of fear.. not for me, but from sam gwee! when an old man holds your hand and kisses you twice and gives you a big hug? she feared.. haha.. she was so scared.. i'm mean but it was quite hilarious. haha.. i was lucky! that old man only held my hand.. haha.. well, i guess sam's afraid to go there and speak with that same person again..

-end for now____music later, i'll be back!-

first blog template attempt!

it's the first time i'm making a template on my own and yuck yuck yuck! i think it's pretty ugly.. well it's the first and i can always improve on it! =) i'll try to at least. *yawns* ade is now officially my blog maker shi fu! haha.. she guided me step by step and was the first one to see the template.. i let her down! =( yawns.. i am realli that tired.. sighh..

oh yes the music will be changed soon! due to moops having something again britney's new song, i'll have to find another song to like replace this current one with something else.. but i have yet to think wad song is suitable for her so that she will not complain about it anymore.. any ideas? if not i'll change it by myself =D

i have to go and sit down there and talk to some woman whom i have onli met once onli later on.. and i think i'm just gonna die sitting there in taht freezing cold room.. brr.. i dunno wad to type. i'll be back!

[update]
oooook! i just came back.. i'm so dead tired and bored.. haha.. currently finding places to host music.. and absolutely doing nothign else.. ate tako pachi on my way there.. haha.. quite tiring.. walk and walk and walk everywhere.. thank goodness i was with corny connie i meant.. oops.. now that was mean.. haha.. was just telling her about her own name.. at least i dun talk behind her back, i talk right in front of her! *smiles* tataaa for now.. i miss you all!!! =D smiles. *huggs*

-- everytime --

notice me, take my hand
why are we strangers
when our love is strong
why carry on without me

everytime i try to fly, I fall
without my wings, i feel so small
i guess i need you, baby
and everytime i see you in my dreams
i see your face, it's haunting me
i guess i need you, baby

i make believe that you are here
it's the only way i see clear
what have i done
You seem to move on easy

and everytime i try to fly, i fall
without my wings, i feel so small
i guess i need you, baby
and everytime i see you in my dreams
i see your face, you're haunting me
i guess i need you, baby

i may have made it rain
please forgive me
my weakness caused you pain
and this song's my sorry

at night i pray
that soon your face will fade away

everytime i try to fly, I fall
without my wings, i feel so small
e guess i need you, baby
and everytime i see you in my dreams
i see your face, it's haunting me
i guess i need you, baby

happy fathers' day!

helloooo! just wanted to wish..

happy father's day to all the fathers out there!

yup short and sweet.. haha.. er.. i'll do some special dedications to my 2 daddies!

happie father's day to you daddy!

happie father's day to my heavenly daddy!!!
i love you, Father!

see ya all then!
*huggs* to all my friends!

when feeling loved means fear--

why do people fear feeling loved?
isn't feeling loved a good thing?
haha well yeah. i guess so. i know so.
but why fear?
i guess it's because the more loved you feel
the more attached you might be to that person
not to mention that you love the person as well?
so if one shows lots of love towards you,
you tend to have the fear of losing that person.
understand what i mean?
i don't really understand myself.
everything is just cluttered in my head.
thoughts are just floating around and i dunno how to express myself.
sighh.. i sure need english tuition.
maybe i need english oral tuition so i can relay my thought to the teacher! =D

anyone wants to give sarah free tuition?
i'm just kidding! when your life is bombarded with work and the only time you leave the house is for tuition and church, you won't want anymore tuition even though it's free... chomp chomp time! see ya! *stomach growls*

my thanks

my angel came back for me.

pek!- thanks girl for the great advice, the outcome would be awful if it wasn't for your advice. love ya!

letita- hey! thanks for the constant prayers, somehow your prayers are always answered but not mine! humph!

diott, ade, nicky- hey wildboar, ade and nicky! thanks for cheering me up yeah! thanks for cheering me up when i was down and felt really sucky! it never would have been the same without you.

winston- eh? be happy i got that right ok? thanks for the really profound advice.. although it didn't come in very useful for THIS situation, thanks anyway, i will remember them and maybe i'll be able to use it in future?

*all those not mentioned but you know you did something.. sorrie.. and THANK YOU!!!

spread the love at 10:43 PM Y

--in the arms of an angel--

i looooove this song!
yeah so today is a rather meaningless day for me as usual.. i think that one of these days i really am gonna die or boredom and stress. when your mom stays at home for the past 4 days and hounds you to do your homework and no rest.. you feel lik crap.. but today, mom went back to work! well it's sorta good and sorta bad.. no one pushes me to study that's why i'm rotting in front of the computer again.. sighh. but at least i get a little freedom.. anyone got any ideas wad to buy for a music teacher? i'm leaving and quitting piano soon due to the Os.. but i'll pick it up again once i'm done with the dreaded Os. yawns.. oh yeah wanting don't tell miss tan that i'm hunting for a prezzie for her yeah? sighh.. i dun wanna quit music.. but oh wellz, it's for the best i guess! i see the big bold words S.T.U.D.Y in my face! my darling 4b4, we've played for 1 and a half years already.. start studying now okay? it's only 2 more months to prelims and about 3 months to the Os! it's getting close! yes i'm a nag! it's for your own good! okie.. i'm done! any ideas for prezzies.. remember to tell me okay? =D smile! *huggs*

PS: read the lyrics okay? it's nice.


In the Arms of an Angel - Sarah McLachlan
spend all your time waiting for that second chance
for the break that will make it ok
there's always some reason to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
i need some distraction oh beautiful release
memories seep from my veins
they may be empty and weightless and maybe
i'll find some peace tonight

in the arms of an angel fly away from here
from this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of an angel;
may you find some comfort here

so tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
the storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference, escaping one last time
it's easier to believe
in this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness
that brings me to my knees

in the arms of an angel far away from here
from this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
in the arms of an angel;
may you find some comfort here

you're in the arms of an angel;
may you find some comfort here

happy tuition day to sarah!

sarah hates going for tuition
why?
it's days like these
she wakes up early to finish her homework
goes all the way down to bishan
after 2 hours
goes down to st. francis methodist school
for music lesson
the only break she has between is like 15 minutes?
and that was travelling time..
i hope there won't be another day like this one!
i'm so dead tired
i was suffering from a headache
and i had to... go for tuitionS
it's getting boring..
my life is getting meaningless
when all i'm expected to do is to do well.
=( *sobs*

new template! (again)

i am sure you all can see that i got a new template for yourselves.. it's a little to pink for me.. i wanted to leave it as the previous one but it was kinda a little too imapropriate for me. so i changed it! =D hmm.. will try to make it not so clustered as soon as possible.. but if you think it's fine.. it'll save me all the trouble! =D

yup.. tried doing a maths today.. failed to do so terrible.. i guess i'll just stick to my e math.. it's way more fun! gonna have tuition really really soon and of 'cos tuition tutor's kinda late again.. i'm so sleepy but my mom makes me do all these maths questions and it's killing me.. *yawns* holidays are really holidays for all of us actually.. it's either working or studying.. it's so meaningless..

i'm beginning to wonder whether my mommie is gonna see anything nice for me and buy it for meee. haha. i love it when she goes shopping.. she ends up shopping for meee.. maybe i'll get my pale pink skirt this time round.. or maybe a new top?! hehe.. *evil laugh*

i'll be back later with more update! for now.. tataz.. i'm so tired. i wanna sleep! no wait. tuition!!!!! period.

[update]
well well well, mommie came back just now.. with my pale pink skirt! one more thing striked out from my wanted list! haha.. i love my skirts.. i love you mommie! all the nice lovely clothes.. haha.. was telling bryna just now that my two skirts are totally opposite! haha. the army green makes me look a little wild. and the pale pink skirt makes me look ultra guai! haha.. oh wellz.. now at least there are two sides to meeee! haha.. okie.. i shall be gone now.. no more maths for me tonight.. health promotion board tomorrow! unlucky me! and mrs chong again, didn't return us our health booklet so back to school i go in school uniform to get it from the teachers.. sighh.. =(

the done.

today went shopping with mom.
came back to homework again. sighh

bought-
>> army green "many zips" skirt - esprit
>> white top - U2
>> new footwear - shop un-remembered

visited-
>> seoul garden - lunch

done-
>> acs(i) e math paper 1 & 2
>> RI a math log, differentiation, integration

i'm back darlings!!!

helloo.. i bet that none of you felt that i was away from this lil sunny island.. and yes i have something to tell you.. all you people who always make fun of me for being TOO FAIR and looking like a wandering spirit.. i got a tan! from swimming under the hot sun for about 3 hours? yeah.. but that's not all very good again.. i got ugly tan mark again as usual.. it kinda pisses me off.. especially when you just gotten rid of it and you are like all white and all.. it's back! now wif the X on my back! argh! fine fine.. maybe i shouldn't say swimming.. i should say something like baby sitting lil babies AGAIN. it's like my part time job everytime i go overseas with the whole big family! haha.. ooh my nephews and nieces are so cuteee.. they just get chubbier and chubbier and chubbier..

yeah.. so the main reason i was there was not to baby sit.. but to take a break off reality and take a breather.. and after having all the happy and sad memories flashing though my mind.. it's time i move on i guess..

the stars in the sky reminded me of my past and present.
they reminded me of those unbroken and broken promises.
the sun in the sky reminded me of happy moments
moments that caused the smile on my face.
the sound of water reminded me of peace
peace i knew i had when i just turned to the Lord.
nature is part and will be part of my everyday life
it reminds me of countless things.
memories that will stay with me forever.
and those that i wish to forget, but can never.
but lots of thinking and soul searching has done me well
i can be happy
and i have made it a habit to tell myself to be happy every morning.
as life is full of choices,
i wake up with only two.
to be happy, and not to be happy.
i chose to be happy!

sarah is a happy girl! back and refreshed! all ready to start life again! thank you all for being a part of my life and keeping me going! i love you all!

You don't know what you mean to me
Our friendship holds a secret key

We are there for each other
Good times and bad
You're the best friend I never had

Our friendship was never based on a lie
Because deep inside it's you and I

Everything I say to you
It will always be true

The only thing I like to do
Is spend time hangin' out with you

I feel I've been sent a special gift
When my spirits needed a lift

The special gift was you
Along with everything you do

You're the best thing that happened to me
Tell me now, can't you see

You're my best friend
Until the very end

written by: candice

GOODBYE

i'm leaving tomorrow!!!
going on a break near the sun and sea!
GOODBYE MY LOVELY FRIENDS!
dun miss me too much!
i'll miss you all!
haha
HUGGLES!

i'm moving on___

after going for something too embarrassing to mention
i've learnt a whole lot of stuff
i guess i shouldn't go there with a mindset of boredom and nonsense
i guessed i've learnt the hard way

no point holding on to something so tightly
it would affect you terribly
i've learnt to move on
make myself available to any fun and laughter
2 years.. it's such a long time
i've stated what i want to do with my life
and i'm going to move on

if within 2 years he returns
and i still have feelings for him
i say why not, i'll love again.
but after 2 years and he still won't return
i say why wait? i can't wait forever

so i've learnt that being single ain't that bad
it's sad sometimes but i get to concentrate
on studies
on friends
on life.
others always tell me, why don't give others a chance?
why just coop yourself up?
now i tell myself,
why coop myself up.. give a significant other a chance.
to what? i dunno..
give myself a chance to overcome that fear of love.

true friends

there is a child in everyone of us
but how strongly does that child in you show itself to be?
somehow, sadly, mine, is just like me
i am nothing but a child
thus, i am childish, immatured, gullible and naive
few are able to accept me for who i am
but for those who have,
thank you! i love you all! *muacks*
for those who just can't,
thanks for being there for me anyway.
i am who i am
no point acting all matured and all just to please the majority
if i have to change just to be accepted,
then i'd rather have no friends
for i'd be doing nothing, but lying to myself.
lying to myself that i am accepted.
but in actual fact, i am not.
i am not accepted for who i am
but accepted for who they want me to be.

The friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you.
-Elbert Hubbard,

the lost of the one who truly understood me
who accepted me for who i was
who loved me for being me
who was always there for me
who always lent me his shoulder to cry on
who wiped the tear off my face
who gave me a comforting hug when i needed one
and the only one whom i loved.
is just a painful but sweet memory to me.

tuition is er.. fun (?)

went to tuition wif jess
it was raining so heavily
we were soaked and my jeans were soaked. bleaghz
so funny...
tuition teacher was talking so much nonsense....

haha.. today after tuition jessica and i went to bishan junction 8 to walk around the area
on the way back,
due to boliaoism,
we were listening to f4 (?)
haha.. yeah.. then i left her at choa chu kang
took a bus home
on the bus..
guess who/what i saw?
someone that looks like the 18ish version of heehee
is it coincedental or wad
and jess forgot to bring my hai tun thingie! haha
oh wellz..
so i'm home and i just ate 2 home-baked chicken pies
yummie!! =D
oh happie daysss.. everyday there's good food is a happie day
oh crap! 7 more days to health promotion board!
i hope i get a nice doctor that will tell me NOTHING is wrong with me!

it is official

i shan't deny no more
it is official
sarah looks like a boy...
when sarah got long hair
she looks like a girl who looks boyish
when sarah has short hair
she looks like a boy who looks girlish
and if someone else told me that..
i won't feel sad
it was JESSICA that told me
my dear friend
so honest to me
told me that.. =(
maybe plastic surgery would be good..
it so sad.. now i can't help but look in the mirror and ask myself
"am i really that ugly?"
"do i really look like a boy?"
whieeeeeeee..
well sarah, live with it for now.
until you have enough cash, then you can think about plastic surgery! neverrrrrrrrrr.
i shall be happy with wad God gave me and live with it


heehee!

lessons learnt . obstacles overcome the hard way

just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to
doesn't mean that they don't love you with all they have

if someone comes into your life and becomes a part of you but for
some reasons he couldn't stay, don't cry too much... just be glad
that your paths crossed and; somehow he made you happy even for a
while.

thanks ya cousin sam for sending me this, i really needed something like this to give me a "wake up call" though i havent' given up yet.. but i've told myself that if someone is meant for me, he will come back for me.. maybe it's after 2 years, who knows? but what's meant to be mine will be mine no matter the test of time and distance.

hope still prevails within me.
i have not given up on you
but i've learnt to let go a little
forever i will be standing here
awaiting with open arms

WANTED: A SHOPPING BUDDY!
i wanna go shopping to relieve my stress
i wanna go shopping for my "gown" for founder's day!
anybody wanna come with me?
considering the fact that i am oh so fickled minded when it comes to clothes.. help would be greatly appreciate! thanks.. call me, leave a message, anything! i needa relief stress!

walk . walk . walk .

jess went to church today! HALLELUJAH! i still have yet to find out how she felt about it.. i'll ask her in a while.. she left in a rush immediately after service because he mommie was calling her and she had to go and meet her mommie...

went for lunchie... and to mr 5% trustworthy, stop talking nonsene! after lunchie went to orchard to walk and walk and walk and look at shoes? for once i was actually quite quiet? haha. oh to the shoppers like ade and sherilyn.. MANGO'S SEASON HAS JUST CHANGED! the clothes are different.. but zara is still the same.. hmmm.. took the bus home and i'm dead tired.

and i still hold remain unchanged.
you can hide from me
you can run away
you can ignore me
but trust me
one day, i will find you

hope?

i took the elevator up
with a heart with little hope
at least there was hope
the doors opened
i took a step out.
took a deep breath.
plucked my courage and walked on.
my hopes were dashed
there was no more hope
but i will not stop trying
i will not stop till i find you

bye bye rupert baby!

haha.. since no one has been able to look at the baby without thiking of rupert, i have changed the template!
oh and nicky, i saw a few of ben sua's pieces of templates on blogskins they are not bad actually.. yeah.. today went to school for a maths.. sheesh.. not too bad. i'm beginning to like maths. think i'm crazeeeee. yeah. jess came over and watched at the dolphin bay! the shows quite amusing.. but i do get really pissed when watching it. there's this actress who is such an itch.. wahh.. if i met her in real life i would give her a tight slap manz.. yikes.. yeah.. walked her down after that.. and came back to sleep.. ZzzZZzz. oh and jess, remember to be at jurong point at 9am.. stop trying to bargain with me about the timing, i needa wake up way earlier than you okay?

still pretty sad. disappointed. angry. feel really really hopeless. bored. sian. EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING but anything good.. and why? i dunno so dunch ask meeee.. i smell food.. i love this template actually.. i did something to it so that it would be easier for you people to reach the tagboard =) so nice of me?

the original on is here_____ just in case you wanna see it! i think this designer is really really good.. she makes a lot of nice templates.. that i dunno which one to chose from. haha.. thanks to miss jessica tan, she chose this amongst the 3!!!!! yay!!! i'm gonna eat something.. i feel ultra bored.. tata.. huggsss

untitled--

i'm living under a roof
where no love is experienced
where no love is spread
the only thing anyone cares about is
themselves.
no one cares about anyone
BUT themselves
they harm the only person i ever loved
just to fulfill their selfish desires
what have i done to deserve this?
what have i done...

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